It has been decades, I have not touched my blog. Because I was not felling to write something and I wanted to forget it. But suddenly I saw address in my windows up of screen, I decided to go in.
I have not been here from December. Now is end of March. Today is Nauruz, our New Year by our calendar. Many countries as Iran, Uzbekistan, Tadjikistan and Kyrgyzstan celebrate it as their new day of year.
So Happy Nauruz! I will be keep coming back.
I am very sorry not posting any news within one month. I have not been busy, I have been out all the time. I started to work in International marketing for Kazakhstan market in Limkokwing University. It’s challenging and you can learn many things like counseling new students, dealing with documents, applications and real responsibilities for students itself, dealing and solving their problems with visa and so on. All staff about Kazakhstan is coming directly to me. It some kind of big work, many works. And I am just starting. I am already dealing with new 7 applications, 7 new students are coming from Kazakhstan.
I have time for myself only weekend and after 6pm. I finally watched movie New Moon Twilight 2. Not bad. I cant write many comments about movies. So I will just leave it.
I am having nice and calm Saturday evening. 1 times a week I wish to stay alone without seeing anyone, no social life at least one day. Sometimes I want to disappear for while. It’s really great experience staying alone, it helps to clean your mind, refresh it. Analyzing your week days, what you have done and what not. Some kind of self-checking. Also I do yoga, it really nice for my body. I always start my day with some exercises of yoga. Whole day I am awake and feel good. I started to do yoga only year ago, and I can see many benefits. I become more flexible, my body is ease and breathing techniques are helping me to relax even when i feel pain in staying in one yoga position. People say I am calm and serious. It’s not because I do yoga. My personality is like that. And I do not want to change it. I like to be calm rather than being emotionally uncontrolled and it does not mean I have no emotion. I have more emotions when it needs. I always control my emotions. I know it’s good. I have been many situations when someone starts to cry for something small and I do not know what action to take. It’s putting someone in uncomfortable state.
Alright, I have to go. I have great news! Next weekend I am finally visiting Singapore with my sweetheart Soko! It’s gonna be unforgettable time 3 nights 4 days!
I suppose not to be happy, because many things was against me this several days, like no internet when you must finish assignment until Monday, assignment interview with Datuk Fazurah was not so clear, I and Eve we spent several days chasing her, final interview was 15 minutes with no relevant information. Just now I finished my Media Law assignment 2 case study about journalism ethics dilemmas. Do I enjoy? I don’t like to do assignments what does not make me enjoy! But you have to, no other way! Anyway I feel good. I have been in party last Friday for my friend’s birthday, it was not bad. I have been sleeping whole day because I wasn’t strong enough to wake up. It was really good sleep. So last night I was in my friend’s house doing my research. Thank you, for all my friends! They make me happy, make me awake, make me better person! I realized I have not wear casual clothes so long time, wearing always black. Last Friday everyone was saying me “you look so casual, so nice!” Thank you! But soon I have to wear black again : (
So let’s I inform you some events : Talk by Hans Isaac coming tuesday! Peter, Peter Pan in 20th November!
I wanna get rest, faster exams start and finish….
Today was wonderful! I felt wonderful. I woke up and I did some yoga exercises like sansalitation with Didulia “The Best” album. I went school to my slot time in radio from 9 to 11. I talked about news, local, world, business and sport. Some details about Malaysia. I started “Do you know that…bluh bluh” I wished to students: ‘Good luck on exams! Don’t be stressed, no panic! If you are frustrated or upset to someone just change your thought, look from different angle, imagine your happened experience in funny way! It works. Everything changes to positive side!”
I had a lunch with beautiful people. I had a short nice talk with my lecturer. She said “You can be my daughter”. Today I got so many beautiful comments! I accepted and replied “Thanks!” My friend Eve said “I am proud of you!” Several people said ” You look so sweet!”
One stranger started to talk with me and asked my phone number. I discovered new place called 1 Utama shopping mall, where I found many nice places, like Garden cafe with garden decoration. It’s beautiful! Many new outfits, i would love to buy it! I bought a present for my friend Soko and I met her. We were happy together, talk and talk. Dinner. I went back with music on my ear. I listened Fly Fm their most hottest music! I was so awaken with music and I dreamt many things, imaginations flowed in my mind.
I didn’t do anything special. But it was wonderful day! My mind makes today’s day wonderful! And tomorrow is going to be another wonderful day!
I started to practice yoga. As I did before with male gurus, this time pretty Chinese female guru in MMU. Near and twice a week. It’s some kind of refreshing your body and calming your mind. If you are in stress or frustrated with coming exams, yoga is best. Even breathing techniques can help you to calm yourself before presentation or important talk, speech, that you will control your nervousness. Time is precious and you can arrange your time.
I started not to use word “but”, replaced with word “and”. You know why, sometimes we forget the meaning of word. Example, It’s true, but…bluh bluh.. What are you saying? You are saying that is not true. Even when you argue with someone, the word “but” can destroy everything. So I am using word “and”. I agree and bluh bluh…This is my weakness, actually, when i talk sometimes i dont realize what i am talking about and how other person understood. I just say it, i dont mean to upset someone, and it happens. So I am trying to monitor my words everytime. If you have any advice about this let me know! Comment me. I will learn to be better communicator!
My friend Soko arrived yesterday making me happy! I cant think about anything else when your best friend just arrived. I will postpone everything, she is more important for me now than anything else. Today we went to school, she thought back, the time when she was here year half ago. We had sweet talks about everything, past,present and future too. I am really happy!
Of course I cant forget my duties and daily responsibilities. I suppose to take photos from yesterday’s shooting with reporters team. So I am going to share with you some of them. Here you go, this is Wings Reporter Team! Look funny!
BABJ students and lecturer Mr Roberto
Today is unforgettable day for me! It’s started with my own motivation, I woke up and I said “Today is wonderful day! Thank you God for everything what I have it!” Then I was in talk “The secret to success” with Prof. Sharmeen Kamaluddin. She motivated me more, to be more positive, to control your thoughts, because thoughts, beliefs, emotions, words are powerful, whether you understand them or not.
I really started to control my thoughts, how hard it looks, you can do it, so I am doing well.
I had wonderful photoshoot with my blog team reporters. Everyone came on time, it was good. Then I came home. I was having my lunch alone. Suddenly I got a call with Malaysian number. I picked up, it was a voice of my best friend Soko. She was in Austria. She called me and said “I am in Malaysia, I wanted to make you a surprise!” I was shocked first, I didnt believe it. She is here. Now I am waiting her, she is coming. You know what, who think that they are free thinkers, think again! I believe to God! She came in right time and in right period of my life. God knew I needed someone.God showed me a sign. I really believe The Law of Attraction. I was thinking about her last 2 weeks. I am writing this lines and I am so happy! Miracles can happen every day. This is miracle of my life!
When i was so busy with my all assignments, duties and responsibilities, I couldnt imagine that feeling will take me over and something will happen it. I didnt expect it, but it happent. No way back and no way to regret. We can’t change it. We can’t control everything, right? So it was experience and test myslef maybe. Everything is gone, I become stronger.
After yesterday’s talk with my friend I understood what to do, how to behave, how to control feeling and so on. I felt relief. Thanks God that we have close people around us who cares about us. Even when you feel you are alone you can still find someone who understand you and support you even it’s not someone close to you. And you become closer with that person automatically, it’s like a gift you get spontaneously without any reason.
Today tuesday I will have great day, because I am going to visit my old friends from Nottingham, they are organising Kazakh Movie Night. And yesterday I decided to go to yoga classes in MMU, it will help me to calm down. I love yoga, i did before and i gave up, so now i think best time to start again. We all of us have excuse not to do what we want, because we can say no time, exams, no money so on, but actually you can if you really want it. So dont postpone something because of lack of time. Time will be never enough, just we should know how to use time recordingly our wish.
I have shook hands with YB Dato’ Sri Shahrizat Abdul Jalil, Minister of Women, Family and Community Development, Malaysia. It was launching day first International Exhibition 2009 on NAM Women.
NAM Institute for the Empowerment of Women (NIEW), an institute under the purview of the Ministry of Women, Family and Community Development will be organizing the First International Exhibition on NAM Women from 23-25 October 2009 at Mid Valley Exhibition Centre, Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia.
Tomorrow all visitors and guests will have opportunity to listen a talk “Slimming Demonstration by Totalife”, fashion show by Aniqah Magazine Featuring PSF Boutique, to take part in many quizzes, attractive prizes, international cultural product demonstrations, handicrafts of different cultures. Also exhibition offers free health screening for the visitors at health mobile clinic.
I have been invited to Korean Cultural Night in Craft Complex Amphitheatre today.
The event started with a greeting speech from Korean Ambassador Bong Ryull Yang, followed a speech by Malacca State Governor Tun Datuk Seri Utama Mohammad. Many ambassadors and Minister of Culture, Sports and Tourism Yu In-Chon of the Republic of Korea, other distinguished guests were invited to opening ceremony.
The Korean Culture Festival with ASEAN is offering a unique opportunity to experience Korean culture and arts, through a film festival, craftwork exhibition and various kinds of performances, including Korean classical music, traditional dance, and break-dancing. Covering various genres, both traditional and modern, it is going to take place in Southeast Asia for 23 days between October 9 and November 12.
The aim of this event is to contribute to cultural exchanges between Korea and other Asian countries and increase mutual understanding.
“This event is especially significant because the program includes performances by cultural troupes of both countries ahead of the 50th anniversary of amity between Korea and Malaysia in 2010. Now total trade between the two countries reached US$15.7 billion last year making Korea the sixth largest trading partner of Malaysia, around 270,000 Koreans visited Malaysia last year alone,” said Ambassador Bong Ryull Yang, The Embassy of the Republic of Korea in Malaysia.
Ceremony began with Pencak Silat dance and Korean Flower Crown Dance called Hwagwanmu, dancers wore colorful costumes and a crown of five-color beads while executing beautiful and graceful movements with their hands.
The guests enjoyed with the most well-known form of gayageum music, the sanjo, which is improvisational, also solo instrumental music. Generally it started with a slow rhythm and accelerated gradually toward the end building in excitement. The gauageum also accompanied solo singing, and this is called byeongchang. In 1968, gayageum sanjo and byeongchang were designated as Important Instangible Cultural Asset No.23.
Visitors became so excited in the end when the B-Boys, a professional break dance team came up to stage. The Korean B-Boys have made a name for themselves around the world. It is composed of power moves such as windmill and head-spin and style moves such as foot-walk, freeze and etc.
